That I would be good

That I would be good even if I did nothing
That I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
That I would be good if I got and stayed sick
That I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

That I would be fine even even if I went bankrupt
That I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
That I would be great if I was no longer queen
That I would be grand if I was not all knowing

That I would be loved even when I numb myself
That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
That I would be loved even when I was fuming
That I would be good even if I was clingy

That I would be good even if I lost sanity
That I would be good
Whether with or without you

"That I would be good" - Alanis Morissette

Detta är en av mina absoluta favoritsånger för tillfället. Varje gång jag hör denna lugna och lite smärtsamma låt klinga ut ur högtalarna infinner sig en magisk och trollbindande stämmning inom mig. Jag sjunker snabbt och enkelt in i de ljuva tonerna och hennes smärtfyllda röst. Jag lever mig in i de ord och meningar som bildas för att bara sitta och stirra ut i tomma intet när det vackra ljudet från flöjten sakta drar mig tillbaka till verkligheten igen.